Blessed and Broken


For my birthday, one of my friends gave me Nicole C. Mullen's newest C.D. "A Dream to Believe In." My favorite track is a soulful, almost sad song titled "Blessed and Broken" based on the Loaves and Fishes Bible story.

After writing about the "squirrels" in my garden, difficult economic times (see previous post)--and thinking about friends and family members who are struggling, broken really, by cancer, death, divorce, depression--I've been playing the song as a meditation.

It's comforting.

It speaks to me on so many levels.

To open the song with voices of children articulating their dreams, and to then move into a story of brokeness is striking. Immediately I understand the tension, the heavy heartache. I identify with the Mom in the story who packs up "all she's got" for her son, sad she can't offer more. And I admire the son in the story who, in turn, gives away what he's been given when Jesus asks for food to feed the hungry crowds. Especially (and I think most importantly) when the little boy knows it's "not enough."

Because ultimately the story is about what Jesus will do with our cracked, spilled-out emptiness. Until we experience it for ourselves, the miracle's almost beyond belief.


Blessed and Broken
by Nicole C. Mullen

Spoken: I dream of being a doctor.
I dream of being a pilot.
I dream of being a soccer player.
I dream of being a basketball player.

I dream of being a pastor.
I dream of being a race car driver.
I dream of becoming a teacher.

Sung: His momma said here's
Fish and bread there's
just enough to get you by.
It's not a lot, but
it's all that we've got
Then a tear came to her eye.

And she took it,
blessed it,
as she looked up to the sky.
She said, "Take it
Share it,
I pray it will be multiplied"

It was so little.
There were so many
to feed them all would take so much.
But He didn't laugh when
the boy gave Him
What He knew was not enough

So Jesus took it and
blessed it
And all the love that filled His eyes
When He held it and
broke it
'Cause only then it multiplied

So I said "Take it,
bless it,
hold it,
break it"
Messed up and wounded
Undone and yielded
I offer up this sacrifice
It's not a lot but
It's all I've got
What can You do with such a life?

Then Jesus took it and
blessed it
And all the love that filled His eyes
When He held it and
broke it
'Cause only then I multiplied

See Jesus took me and
blessed me
And all the love that filled His eyes
When He held me and
broke me
'Cause only then I multiplied

So I say change me and
please bless me
Lord please hold me and
please break me
I know You'll take me
and I'm asking You to bless me
And Lord please hold me
and I know You're gonna,
You're gonna break me

And I'll multiply I'll multiply (x4)


You can listen to the song at:
http://www.metrolyrics.com/blessed-and-broken-lyrics-nicole-c-mullen.html

If anyone knows where I might find a video to share, let me know!!!!

Sowing & Reaping

"Oh look at these! Let's try sugar baby watermelon!"
"How about canteloupe?"

We stand at the market with seeds--sunflower
green bean, cucumber, peas--packets
fanned between our fingers like cards
in a winning hand of poker

With fertile imaginations
we introduce our fingers to soil
imitating the back-aching posture
of earth's first farmers

Then, we watch and wait
from windows of a borrowed home
anticipating a picnic feast of fresh--
fruit of red, green, pink, orange
tables decked in cloth, blue-checkered

"14 days" the packets promise
but the mystery's always unseen
And so we of muddy hands can hardly wait
can't help but ask, "Where's the promise of green?"
"What's happening?"

Days creep to 21, 24. . . now 273.
Nothing but thistles--stubborn
self-righteous squirrels who dig
and hoard and undo
gathering only for themselves

From windows of a borrowed home we watch
and wait
still in farmer's prayerful pose
Is earth's economy broken, too?

winning hand for this year
folded


by Cheri Mueller



The day after I wrote this poem, I was sent an article via email: 31 ways to Jump Start the Local Economy. I was most intrigued by the section with suggestions for friends--things we can do TOGETHER!

TOGETHER WITH FRIENDS


Form a dinner club and hold a weekly potluck, or trade off cooking and hosting.


Dip your toe in the barter economy. Check out Craigslist’s “barter” category, and learn what WTT means (Willing To Trade). Even better, ask the guy at work who makes microbrews to trade a sixpack for a dozen of your chickens’ eggs.


Get together with coworkers and start a list of things you can do at work. For example, buy fair trade coffee, change to energy-efficient lighting, or carpool.


Start a Common Security Club in your faith community or neighborhood to help folks cope in the crisis and act together to create the new economy (www.commonsecurityclub.org).


Exchange care of children and elders. Better yet, bring the generations together and support each in offering love and care to the others.


Pool funds with a group of friends for home repairs, greening projects, or emergencies.


Do home work parties. Each month, go to a different household to do major home greening, a garden upgrade, or some deferred maintenance.


Keep more people from becoming homeless by challenging evictions and occupying vacant homes.


Create a space at a farmers market to exchange or sell used clothes, electronics, games, CDs, plants, seeds, compost, and books. Encourage people to swap services, too, like haircuts, photography, or prepared dinners.


Reach out to groups that are organizing people on the frontlines of the crisis, like Jobs with Justice (www.jwj.org) and Right to the City (www.righttothecity.org).



Did any of these ideas intrigue YOU?? My mind is spinning with possibilities that I'd like to explore. Maybe this broken economy will help heal our ability to reach out and relate to each other. Maybe through our difficulties we can find ways to create circles of genuine, interdependent community! To read the entire article, click here: http://www.dailygood.org/more.php?n=3741

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